wordless wednesday

who creates this actually? ah..forget it..i just found it is quite cool because i have no idea what to write about

guess??

tagged

assalamualaikum =)

hang pa tahu tak sekarang pukul berapa? pul 3 pagi hoi..and i am wide awake and my head just like banging bump bam bam bam due to heavy headache..T_T plus i am bored..so i rase rajin nak jawab tagged..selama ni orang tagged i ignore je pun..sebab tak minat..ha..sekarang amik ko time bosan and dah takde yang nak bagi tag ko pulak yang mencari  kan..wuuoklah..jum kite  aku jawab tagging tagging ye.

Tag sepuluh:

Anda dikehendaki menjawab sepuluh soalan dijawab dengan menggunakan bahasa melayu sepenuhnya..

1) Siapakah diri anda di rumah?

saya merupakan seorang anak bongsu dan seorang anak yang manja..tapi saya manja dengan umi saya sahaja..bukan dengan abah saya...hikhik.. kadang-kadang perangai saya yang melampau menimbulkan kegeraman kakak2 saya.. saya seorang yang tidak boleh dipaksa apabila berada dirumah kerana saya akan memberontak..saya juga seorang yang unpredictable..

saya sangat penakut di rumah..kadang2 umi saya terpaksa teman saya tidur dan meninggalkan abah saya sorang.saya kuat nangis apabila sesuatu perkara berlaku.. saya seorang pencinta kucing dan mempunyai beberapa ekor kucing ..tetapi umi saya mungkin geram kerana saya terlampau memanjakan kucing saya tetapi yang memberi makannnye adalah umi saya..kalau anak buah saya sepak kucing tu dan2 ah aku sepak anak buah aku balik..huehuehue (bahasa baku??)

2)Siapakah diri anda disamping rakan-rakan?

saya seorang yang tidak ramai kawan..bukan sebab takde orang nak kawan dengan saya..tapi bagi saya quality is better than quantity..saya ada beberapa kawan rapat di setiap tempat saya pergi, tapi saya kurang pandai kawan dengan semua orang..or ramai yang kata saya sombong.. member2 saya mungkin geram dengan saya sebab saya ni lambat bagi respon..contoh?
aku tak boleh dengar orang cerita panjang nanti aku lost and blurr..kawan aku jugak yg geram..hiks

3) 5 benda yang anda idamkan belum tercapai

•  4 flat
• berat 40kilo
• iphone4 
• shopping with 1 million in my Atm or  cash
• walk in closet

4)Siapakah nama pasangan anda?
Nama sebenar dia Khairul Azwan tapi kawan2 dia panggil dia Kidiq..family dia panggil kerol, saya panggil hoi hoi hoi..hehe


5) Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda suka tentang dia:

• Dia seorang yang penyabar giler..bila gaduh pon tetap sabar sampai kadang2 saya pun hilang kesabaran dengan sabar dia..paham??hehe
• Dia ni mudah peramah bagi saya and tersangatlah kontra nak banding dgn saya..semua orang dia kawan and it's good 4 his networking
• Dia ni tak ego sangat so i suka sebab bila dia marah dia jarang tunjuk tapi i dapat detect sebenarnya bila dia marah ;)
• Saya suka cubit dia ..sada kaitan tak?
• Dia suka explain benda panjang and saya tak pernah agree pon tapi dia tetap cool je..

6) Bila tarikh anda couple?

15/10

7)Apakah kenangan pahit apabila bersama pasangan anda?
Tentulah bergaduh nyah,,tapi banyak kali jugak bergaduh..so tak semua la bergaduh pahit kan..so i bagitaw yang 1st time and paling pahit la kot...mase tu dalam kete..kitorang gaduh..tanye ah sape start dulu? :) :) :) tapi before this memang dah gaduh la sebelum date..and dalam kete awal2 ok lagi time balik gaduh..i ciap baling duit 5o hinggit sekeping and yang paling bagusnya cik abang tu siap koyak sampai lunyai lagi duit tu and buang ikut tingkap..tapi bukan i lah sangat pahitnye sebab bukan duit i tapi duit dia..haha

8)Lagu tema cinta anda?
 dia Love of My live by queen kot..
  i ikut dia..hikhik (kitorang xdeclare sangat lagu2 nih :))

9)Apakah perubahan yang anda ingin lihat dari pasangan anda?
 stop smoking,smoking and smoking..ok??  =)

10)tag 10 rakan anda yang lain
 sapa nak jawab hambik le

sore throat

hokhokhohhokhok..macam nak buat reaksi batuk ek? whatever..i'm having a slightly sore throat, demam, gatal yang belum hilang, period pain, masalah cinta yang tak sudah. atau mungkin terlalu emo sebab perubahan hormon yang melampau?

enjoy..meaningful

perfect day with the perfect song

=)

you have to be pro in dealing with customer

Assalamualaikum =)

today ,my sis asked me to accompany her to send her lappy which she just bought it end of last year..so, warranty period still in.. i;m having my PMS but i pity her to drive alone in the rain so i teman je la (my mom suruh pergi sebenarnye )..the laptop having a serious problem..tak boleh masuk dalam sistem langsung..so pergi la format kat kedai then kena bayar myr80..dah la data semua hilang..pfft..but still..masih rosak..format kali kedua with IT technician in her school still same jugak..so today we went to the outlet again and pekerja kat situ cakap nak checking dulu lah, itu lah,ini lah..blalalala..dah la unfriendly giler..be nice to your customer or at least you can just smile if you r having mense or whatever.. dulu mase nak beli laptop manis mulut promote tu lah ni lah..bile dah rosak macam2 alasan kena buat,kena bayar itu ini la..

senang je, if thing doesn't fix, tribunal pengguna kan ade? customers do not always right but we have our own
RIGHT, right? (if u know what i mean)

bye2..

note: GCB burger best lah! i love the grilled chicken..! ;)

dear you

Assalamualaikum..

i know we haven't been like we used too..i know i'm not a good girlfriend..i am unpredictable until you can't understand me at all..we were bickering  so much lately and there's nothing that make us happy lately..i know you have a lot of patience towards me,..i changed my mood whenever i want and being unexpected..

i get angry when you say that you love me and yea that's the words that i don't want to hear for now..i always make you geram when we went out for date..you tried so hard to persuade me, make me feel better and i know you are fed up with me..i know because if i'm in your situation i'll do worst....i can't act like nothing happen..because i know there's a lot of things happened between us..we(you and me) changed without we realised. sometimes you forced me too much answering something i don't like..you are not like before and i know i'm not like i used to..we are in the same phase...i wont blame you because i know we are both have our own mistakes.

today  you will attend for an interview..i know i am not a supportive gf..i hope you will achieve what you dream of and i know ,  i burden you a lot when i said i want to get married at the age of 25..i just want you have a bright life..i wish you will pass the interview..GOD willing.

note: why does every moment have to be so hard???

bye

i want to break free..hureyyyyyyyyy

TQ FOR MY SENSITIVE SKIN..PFFT

i used the green one..

Thank you VEET cause makes me suffered these few days..i didn't know that VEET is not suitable for sensitive skin..(LIKE ME)..my skin got itchy after used VEET HAIR REMOVAL CREAM..dah la bau cream tu horrible and i have horrible red bumps after using it..s****t laa..i scratch my skin because i can't stand the itches..i put anti-bacteria cream, hot water and nothing reacted well..;'( tak tahan..gatall..i don't want the itches left scars..:'(

bye

why u r soooo?

by the times, i realizes i can't change everything as i want..i need to accept the change naturally..or if don't i need to let it go.

i am not happy as i used to..i can't even pretend to be happy behind..i act naturally but that's not the point...i just make everything worst..i want the old you, old me..back then i was so happy ..i was so free..now? i don't think so anymore..you action speaks louder than words..

ironically, i believe your act more than your words..yes..i mean it..

bye

sempat cuci mate..i want this so baddddd..
FOREVER 21 FABULOUS FIND BEAUTY NECKLACE

craving for sushi but not sushi king

assalamualaikum =)

i must admit that sushi in small outlet in whichever malls and even in Tesco are far way better than sushi king..the rice are not totally Japanese lah!...and it didn't make me full at all..i'm craving for Sakae sushi or Teso sushi right now..

tamago

bye

sweet

i think this is my current sweet song..i'm loving itt..=) =)

assalamulaikum =)

ayam penyet

Assalamualaikum =)

haritu aku mengidam giler nak makan ayam penyet..or aku panggil pecal ayam..so, aku suruh la akak aku yg sorg lagi dengan hubby dia bawak aku g makan ayam penyet..heh heh..mula2 akak aku cakap tak nak pastu aku xkisah la kan..then, weekend tu lepas akak aku balik kerja kitorg bergerakla ke Putrajaya umah akak aku tu..ingat nak pergi before maharaja Lawak, Sa aku pulak yg lambat sampai sebab dy pergi karaoke dgn office matea dy..punye la kebulur aku tunggu smpai pukul 9 mlm baru gerak pergi Putrjaya..tapi bukan pukul 9 pergi sana, pergi cari tempat makan punye la lame..siap makan pukul 11 lebih kot baru drive g P'jaya..

so, malam esok tu kitorang pun pergila makan di Wong Solo dekat Bangi.. sebenarnya kitorg agak kenyng sebab tenghari tu kitorang masak..bajet ah tak penah masak..so lame la masa diambil..asar baru boleh makan..hikhik..tapi yang bestnye aku habiskan pecal ayam aku taw..yela..aku kan mane penah habiskan nasi before this..:D

bukan 3 dara lagi..huehue

pic courtesy from Google

thank you both of you

oh ye..harini birthday akak aku ni..cengkung gile muke dy..yela..berat dh turun..morning sickness kot..tanjoubi omedetou Sis Bugs Bunny! semoga sihat and selamat lahirkan ur 1st baby! =)

ni je aku sempat snap..cmpur pecal lele sume..

BERSIH

ASSALAMUALAIKUM =)

I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS ISSUE..TAPI NANTILAH..TAKDE MOOD LAGI..BUT I LEAVE YOU WITH FEW QUESTIONS THAT WANDERING IN MY MIND A LOT: 

WHY GOV FORBIDS BERSIH RALLY??

DO BERSIH RALLY VIOLATES ISLAMIC VALUES AND ETHICS??

                       

cliche

assalamualaikum

i think uploading picture and keep talking ape yg saya menternak lemak harini or where did i go annoyed me lah..like my previous entries..feel like writing without showing any pictures anymore..tp ade lagi pic nk upload with a few entries before i stop annoying myself..

bye

awkward

lately i've been dreaming of the weirdest dreams evah.. i hardly woke up because of the stupidest dreams! (i might say it the embarassing dream).. the best part is, i can remember the dreams until now..though it happened last few days.. i usually couldn't remember my dreams!

anticipate the sleeping beauty doesn't give any crap but drag me into the fuvking crap!..huh

KL GANGSTER-this is not film's review

assalamualaikum =)

moning peeps! i know i would be the last person to talk about this film..but watevevah..i'm not gonna give any review of the movie..let just say the story quite awesome, simple cause the short duration, straight forward, etc etc..

but, i'm not watching it because of  i'm a big fan of  Aaron or Syamsul..but i am a diee hard fan of ZIzangg..:D..i think besides of the other factors, the most factor that made the movie boost in cinema cause of Zizan's character..gelak xhengat..

oh.btw i watch this movie on my sister's birthday!..haha..sengal ade orang menangis pakwe xbagi hadiah..last2 dapat jugak cincin sampai belek 10 kali...booo :D

kek dh lenyek2 dah

excited.i know si chubby..hekhek

btw..the entries are not based on chronology..because i am totally forget which one comes first..huehue

anywayy..happy birthday my dearest sister..I love you and I know you love me too...always have a faith in everything you do and make God as everything beyond everything...xoxo :) guess what i gave her? Elianto blush pot...ehem hem hemmm

gloomy

i am too tired
i am panting
gasping for air

i am too tired
this relationship
cursing, kissing
stupid

i am too tired
of waiting
for you to appreciate everything
for you to know truly me

i am too tired
to say gudbye

i am too tired
i want to disappear
from you..

i'm waiting for you to realise
before it's too late
because i am too tired of waiting..
=)

credit: myself..merapu but not..

selalu terlupa bagi salam

assalamualaikum..

something out and about..

how many chances should I give you??

bila bosan

instead of daily0 ritual this is what i did..wrap shawl but tak penah pakai pun pergi bila kuar

baru bangun, no mandi, no make up, no edit..no nothing..siap ade krim betempek..

BURUUUKKK

BYE

tak tahu tajuk

there was a day that i couldn't remember the date..it happened last week..ala..earthquake dekt indon tu tapi gegaran turut dirasai di KL, P'jaya, etc etc..and i was alone at home i boleh rase apartment tu bergoyang for a few second..huis..cuak..because i am alone..and hungreh..

waiting my sis and we headed to ss14 cause i was craving of pizza! nahh..craving didn't mean i finished all the meal until licking my finger..no..i ate half and quarter of what i had ordered..kecian duit kakak I..huehue..

then headed to I city..jauh drive tapi takde ape pon..alang2 my sis nak karok dekat citu..

my languages are horrible..both English and Malay..my Japan totally nowhere..i have no idea what to write anymore..:"(

Flaming

anyway aritu pergi makan stemboat dkt flaming..at Sunway..overall not bad cause they serve buffet..so, nak makan banyak mane pon makan la..tapi aku ni makan sikit je..ketam, cendawan and marshamallow are my favorite after all.. i went there with my sister and his bf..thank for the treat sis! ;)

ni baru 1st round

bf akak aku ni makan banyak giler..nak crab,sotong, and whatnots..huish

last week recap

assalamualaikum..

first and foremost, i hope my cats will back home safely and know where your home is! ;"(..i is so sad,,.sampai2 rumah teruja nak jumpa kucing..tunggu sampai petang lagi dua ekor xbalik..kesian adik dia lagi 2 ekor..x ceria langsung :"(..baliklaaaa

actually last week i went to KL with my sister..saje la nak ikut dia sebab bosan duk rumah..tapi bila dah smpai sana nak balik rumah cepat2 pulak..hikhik..:D..

i pergi 2 orang je dengan akak i ..bertolak dari pukul 10 sampi pukul 3 kot KL..mak aii..laju jugak akak aku drive..huehue..

sampai sana terus pergi rumah akak yg sorang lagi dekat putrajaya..tapi xtidur pun, nak makan je,.malam bertolak balik ke rumah akak selama satu minggu..oleh kerana akak bekerja maka siang saya amatla memboringkan..tengok tv, online kejap, baca buku..haaaa.. siap habis 1buku setengah tuu dalam mase 5 hari tolak weekend sebab xboring daa..:D

tapiknnn..xsempat habiskan satu buku tu,,kalo buku akak i , i dah ambik bawak balik..huu..tapi kawan dy punyee ;"(

xsempat khatam

tapi buku ni i dapat agak ending dy bila i tengok review belakang buku ni ckp reminscent back of Lovely Bones film..yupp..memang betol tapi jalan cerita lain sikit,..sedih cerita ni :(

haa,,this one i bace smpai habis ,,satu hari pon leh bace sebab buku ni light je story dia..cerita tentang teenage..funny la..:) ade banyak tak silap diaries ni..

haa..that's all for today...nanti i update ape yg i buat seminggu kat sane :)

p/s : pic len  entry i upload..td upload mak aii...x snggup tgok muke sendiri :D

sad

sampi rumah semngat berkobar kobar nak update blog banyak2.last dapat berita sedih..anak kucing hilang 2 ekoq,..huwaaaa...dah takde semangat nak update..


bye

assalamualaikum =)

i will be back soon..insyaAllah...

I CAN BE THIS WAY EVERYWHERE BUT NOT ALL THE TIMES

tiada kesudahan

Tiada minat bergambar

tiada penyelesaian..END

p/s: pndai ah aku wat drama...huehuehe

MAK AIIII,..SELEKEHNYA AKUUU

OTER

'BAGI BETIS NAK PEHA'

EH..AKU TAK MAKSUDKAN PEHA AYAM LAH...PEHA MANUSIA HOI


SARCASTIC!

who i was to make YOU wait?

i know..people might think this is just overrated..i have many people to share my feeling..but no..i feel better if i write it here...my canvas as i thought.. i write with my heart not my mouth..i read with my heart not my mouth

i feel like i am wrong in making decision...at the moment i spilled out everything and when i woke up i started to regret that.i hope that is just temporary.,,may it be the healing phase or i am wrong again? or i wast hasty in making decision?

ii am empty..not pathetically empty..i am not empty all of the time..well..sometimes we need someplace , some TIME to hide..to be silence..because all of the things happened..

i was wrong..i was the one who saying goodbye..but i can't see the future between us..arghh..i am torn between..TORN BETWEEN..apart from that i feel useless..i don't have faith in my heart..shaky over the times..sometimes i saw the light and out of the blue i start to blind my eyes again..i should blame myself..GOD had show me ..it is me..who has a blind HEART


assalamualaikum =)

i need you now

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

THROUGHOUT OBSERVATION AND EXPERIENCES

Which is more important? Your proud ego or the dream you wish to achieve? Your so-called pride, or the person you wish for the most?

Ego is nothing but pride in its inflated form. If it is what you prioritize, you lose what you want. And when you lose what you want, all you are left with is your ego. Nothing more.

Think.

found in someone's Tumblr

it reflects me this moment....

MAN..hard to understand..seriously sometimes i hate to admit i hate him so much..the sweetest moment can split in any second and became the worst and horrible experienced that you don't want to remember..

they can say sorry for thousand times and keep repeating the same mistakes with the how-many-chance we gave.. meanwhile, the don't like the second option..break up..why? cause you love the girl so much?? but at the same times you hurt the girl as ALWAYS ??

apparently ego is everything..

well...

it isn't enough for your heart to break because everybody's heart is broken now

don't mess with my mense. i can kill you like chucky..*grinned

bye

*i removed some contents cause it is just fool

assalamualaikum =)

just don't

down

Assalamualaikum=)

sometimes i hardly to get down with something which i think i deserve it..maybe it happened just as i expect it to be either failure or success.. don't lie to ourselves..we know what we deserve..ye la..sometimes something happened beyond our expectation.. but it is all on our God's hand...we plan,Allah determines.. just bear in mind that Allah gave everything according to out efforts..sometimes he doesn't give exactly like we want but there's a wisdom behind the incident.. back to the basic, work hard,study hard , pray and lastly just tawakkal..=)

life is just easy alas we don't make it complicated..don't take too much on something...make everything simple..go get something that can soothe your life..give you a freedom but keep a faith in yourself..

understand the lyrics of the song..given from my lecture Dr.rita..thank you cause introduce us to Pete Murray's songs..=)

just for fun

i should suggest this to my boyfriend..oh nooo way man..ce try :D

ulcer

ape pon xboleh

p/s : malas nak tulis panjang2 sekarang..hehe :D

accidentS

too much accidents..and that is just not it,lead of so much death and destruction..i am over paranoia when it comes to these things..people should beware..i know..sometimes the innocent one die and not those who trespass..whatever it is ajal maut di tangan Tuhan,,i hope we are all under His blessing..insyaAllah..

hati hati di jalan raya =)

result is out

alhamdulillah..

for the result i got..i deserve all the efforts i gave .my focus is now for the upcoming sem which my last here in USM..tak dean list sem ni pon still bersyukur..alhamdulillah..=)

10 PESANAN IMAM SHAFIE YANG PERLU DIIKUTI

 Sebelum Imam Shafie wafat, beliau sempat berpesan kepada muridnya serta umat islam umumnya. berikut adalah kandungan wasiat tersebut: ” Barangsiapa yg ingin meninggalkan dunia dlm keadaan selamat maka hendaklah ia mengamalkan 10 perkara:

1. Hak kpd diri: mengurangkan tidur, mengurangkan makan, percakapan dan berpada-pada dgn rezeki yg ada.

2. Hak kpd malaikat maut: mengqadakan kewajipan2 yg tertinggal, mendapatkan kemaafan dr org yg di zalimi, membuat persediaan utk mati dan merasa cinta kpd ALLAH

3. Hak kpd kubur: membuang tabiat suka mneabur fitnah, tabiat kencing merata-rata, memperbanyakkan solat tahajjud dan membantu org yg dizalimi.

4. Hak kpd Munkar dan Nakir : tidak berdusta, berkata benar, meninggalkan maksiat dan nasihat menasihati.

5. Hak kpd mizan(neraca timbangan amalan pada hari kiamat): menahan kemarahan, byk berzikir, mengikhlaskan amaln dan sanggup menahan kesulitan.

6. Hak kpd sirat(titian yg merintangi neraka pada hari kiamat): mmbuang tabiat suka mengumpat, warak, suka membantu orang beriman dan suka berjamaah.

7. Hak kpd Malik(malaikat penjaga neraka): menangis lantaran takutkan ALLAH s.w.t, berbuat baik kpd ibu bapa, bersedekah ketika terang-terangan serta sembunyi dan memperelokkan akhlak.

8. Hak kpd Ridhzuan(malaiakt penjaga syurga): merasa redha kpd qadha’ ALLAH, bersabar menerima bala, bersyukur ke atas nikmat ALLAH dan bertaubat dr melakukan maksiat.

9. Hak kpd Nabi MUhd SAW: berselawat ke atasnya, berpegang dgn syariat, bergantung kpd al sunnah (hadith), menyayangi para sahabat dan bersaing dlm mencari kelebihan dari ALLAH.

10. Hak kpd ALLAH s.w.t: mengajak manusia ke arah kebaikan, mencegah dari kemungkaran, menyukai ketaatan dan membenci kemaksiatan.

Ya Allah..masih banyak belum terlaksana,insyaAllah..ayuh kite! :)

happy newlyweds my cousin =)

May the love you express to each other today, always be the first thoughts during any trying times in the future.

 credit to fb's picture.

kireii desu! =)

sekarang otak dah kering..idea nak menulis pon dah jadi macam idea sampah..sangat tak berilmu..apesal? selalu bangun lambat kah? tidur lambat kah? sensitiviti melampaukah? i don't know..well..avoiding from giving any crap here so i rase nak upload pic yang dah bersarang dalam kamera....takde motip nak upload..tapi nak jugak sebab takut kalo menulis kang merapu je banyak..;D

all made by me..hoyeh hoyeh..walaupun sume guna perencah..:D

takde motip pergi ambik..nak gitaw dah leh telan kafein..hoyeh

aku cekik kau..huehue

alololo..dah nampak flash terus lari

lagi sekoq tidur atas katil gue!

given by mister ku sayang! half mine and the other half with you! <3

mission

i'm screwed

meet my babies

only i can recognize them=)
sorry 4 the tahik mate..well..stray cats :)

inspired

a: how are u ?
b: erm..i'm doing great
a: just chill for everything !
b:=)

somehow, i have 2 blogs..and i got few emails to make this blog publicly..which i thought no one read my blog..

ok..i'll write if i want too =)

salam