Wednesday, September 26, 2012

A brand new phase. again

The same title and a related story :) alhamdulillah I'm officially graduated from Universiti Sains Malaysia with Bachelor of Arts in English Language Studies. Gazillion thanks to all people that support me from the start until the end of my journey as a student and a continuous support untill now. May Allah grants all of you a good life here and after inshaAllah :))






psst : Another phase is I'll be start working on this 1st October :) pray for me, I mean it :)

Thursday, August 2, 2012

New Phase

Assalamualaikum and have a blessing ramadhan everyone.

Well, it has been a while since I last update my blog. So here I am , not to rant on and ramble too much in this holy month (perhaps I'm hungry =_='),

Good news is,I will officially graduate in this upcoming September inshaAllah :) Now,seriously having my makan-tidur-makan time in my house,,job hunting time gaissss! and blergh. nothing really fun happened actually. My life rate for now , ---------. I don't really prefer to find a job bulan ramdhan ni sebab I'm too tired .InshaAllah, I will be seriously job hunting after hari raya . InshaAllah, May Allah grant me a good job and make ease of everything for me. Ameen.

Photos of me , my first interview with HSBC before ramadhan :)


Seriously, I'm sucks in  generating even one sentence I guess. Sigh.

Bye



Sunday, July 1, 2012

Monday, June 4, 2012

Quick lunch with lecturers and classmates :)

hai, assalamualaikum..

I'm home nowwwww..waitla, I'm not back for good, just only for revision week, horeyyy.So, less time to blog because I don't feel like writing when I'm home ! such a blessed :)

So, before I went back to my home town, the day before, my classmates and I had a quite simple and last minute brunch at New York pizza with few of my dearie lecturers :) Prof Hajar, Dr.Azimah and Dr.Rita..thanks all of you for treat us although initially we want to treat them, but then they gave us money to pay. But guess what? my beloved aunty who is one of my genius classmate paid everything and she asked us to keep all of the money for another party! yeay..thanks aunty! (she is golden age student btw )

with  Dr Rita and Dr Azimah 

Dr Hajar, she's tall!

classmates <3



all thanks to Dr Rita and her Dad for the thank you card and  the gift, :)
i'm touched :)
May Allah remains our friendship and may Allah grant our lecturers barakah for everything they taught us :)

p/s : I love to edit photos but such a noob I am..failed!



Saturday, June 2, 2012

True Love



I love this video. I wish I can find someone that love me because Allah. Couple is not the way of life. Nak2 nowadays. jangan cakap dating in term of couple tu tak buat maksiat langsung.. I've been through all that phase before. Sama2 muhasabah diri kita :)


Don't you want to be special?

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Moga mendapat syafaat darinya.kekasih Allah :)




Gratisan Musik

perangai pelik

hai, assalamualaikum.

haa..perangai pelik saya sekarang adalah mengupdate blog tiap-tiap hari.. saya sedang menghidapi penyakit kronik sekarang. penyakit tak boleh tidur walaupun mengantuk dan penyakit mencari makanan di waktu tengah2 malam. dan hasilnya, berat badan saya bertambah, pipi saya bergoyang bila berjalan. orang memang akan nampak saya tetap chubby, gemuk macam tu je. tapi hakikatnya saya je yang rasa badan saya makin berat, makin gemuk, dengan eye bag nye ya Allah.. T___T nak hidup normal, tidur pukul 12 bangun subuh dan tak tidur balik. ni lepas subuh memang dalam otak aku katil je.

seperti yang semua maklum *eh, ada orang tahu ke blog aku ni? *..haha.lantak, ok esok 31 may 2012 merupakan hari terakhir saya sebagai seorang pelajar sarjana muda bahasa Inggeris di universiti Sains Malaysia. sedih wook..kawan2, lecturers yang hot, room mate tersayang dan semua lahh..duduk di universiti banyak mengajar saya erti hidup berdikari, manage duit sendiri dan sampai sekarang aku fail.huk2, berkawan, tidur seorang diri walaupun tiap kali rumate balik rumah aku pergi cabut tidur bilik orang.hihi, macam2 lah. alhamdulillah, ade yang buruk ade yang baik.yang buruk kalau boleh ditinggalkan selamanya, yang baik aku nak pertingkatkan lagi., sahsiah diri aku sebagai muslim, anak, kawan dan seumpamanya. doakan aku kawan2 :)

ni tengah plan nak beli hadiah ape untuk lecturer tersayang.  :)

ini perempuan gemuk memang gemuk dan pemalas =_=

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

wordless everyday

hai, assalamualaikum

moga semua orang happy, semua orang bahagia, semua hidup diberkati Allah tu lagi penting :)

tadi p teman Izah shopping tops, dia cakap nak pakai p Jepun. i pun kebetulan nak cari something and bosan tapi pergi jalan pun bosan.tak tahu nak buat apa. dah homesick sangat nih. sangat tak sabar nak jumpa umi abah kucing kesayangan. bye

kemain bawak kamera tapi cam mase cepat je berlalu tadi. masa kat fitting room je ha bergambo pakai cellphone. *ewah,cellphone ikut omputih gitu *


Tuesday, May 29, 2012

doa qunut nazilah


ya Allah, bantulah saudara islam kami di Syria, ya Allah, perangilah rrejim Basyar. ya Allah, hanya padaMu kami berdoa. ya Allah.sesungguhnya Engkaulah maha berkuasa atas sesuatu. amiin ya Allah :(
Dibawah ialah bacaan Qunut Nazilah.
Doa Qunut Nazilah
Maksudnya “Ya Allah, sesungguhnya kami bermohon pertolongan Mu, kami meminta ampun kepada Mu, kami memohon petunjuk dari Mu, kami beriman kepada Mu, kami berserah kepada Mu dan kami memuji Mu dengan segala kebaikan, kami mensyukuri dan tidak mengkufuri Mu, kami melepaskan diri daripada sesiapa yang durhaka kepada Mu.
Ya Allah, Engkau yang kami sembah dan kepada Engkau kami bersalat dan sujud, dan kepada Engkau jualah kami datang bergegas, kami mengharap rahmat Mu dan kami takut akan azab Mu kerana azab Mu yang sebenar akan menyusul mereka yang kufur Ya Allah, Muliakanlah Islam dan masyarakat Islam. Hentikanlah segala macam kezaliman dan permusuham, Bantulah saudara-saudara kami di mana sahaja mereka berada. Angkatlah dari mereka kesusahan, bala, peperangan dan permusuhan.
Ya Allah, selamatkanlah kami dari segala keburukan dan janganlah Engkau jadikan kami tempat turunnya bencana, hindarkanlah kami dari segala bala kerana tidak sesiapa yang dapat menghindarkannya melainkan Engkau, ya Allah.”

cuai

kadang-kadang benci  dengan sendiri. hurh. aku dengan cuai memang adik beradik. selalu tinggal barang pergi mana-mana.selalu tercicir. haritu tertinggal handphone dalam bas nasib baik chinese tu baik tolong pegang sampai malam..hahaa.. lepas tuh tercicir purse mase nak turun kereta. nasib baik ade hamba Allah post dekat Facebook Page USM. and now? aku kehilangan purse merah bekas letak bedak ,kunci,.bedak takpela , tapi kunci.. kena denda pulak rm28. memang tak mahal tapi rasa bodoh kena bayar sebab diri sendiri cuai. aku rasa dah beringat dah. ke aku ade banyak buat dosa? =-= astaghfirullah. mintakla Allah tolong aku moga aku jumpa kunci tu.huk2


mengidam Japanese Shimino crepes ;'(

Monday, May 28, 2012

last assignment for final year

apparently, this is my last semester in my University, so the last assignment was quite difficult. We have to find our own topic to do our research using the software we learned which is Wordsmiths or antconc. And the happy part is, I have done the assignment last night! horeeyyy..alhamdulillah..:) just need a lil bit editing before submit it. i'm happy.yeya.. feels like nothing burden me anymore

Yesterday, lepas pening buat assignment tetiba nak makan Kenny rogers pulak. then, we decided to have it as lunch and do a shopping sikit. Saje, ni kan dah final year, nanti susah nak jumpa, so kena ambik peluang hang out dengan semua kawan2 saya :)




muka saya bulat.bangun tidur lewat, makana, tidur lewat makan..zzz =-=




Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Leisure time :)


Bila Allah Sentuh Hati Dengan HidayahNya


baby

P/s : artikel ini saya ambil dari http://www.iluvislam.com/inspirasi/sinar-hidayah/4445-bila-allah-sentuh-hati-dengan-hidayahnya.html  silala layari laman web ini kerana banyak yang kita dapat belajar, insyaAllah :)
Hidayah itu adalah milik Allah Yang Maha Kuasa. Hanya Dia yang mempunyai kuasa veto berhak memilih siapa sahaja hambaNya untuk diberikan hidayah, berjalan dijalan Islam yang sebenar. Bersyukurlah dengan sepenuh hati milikNya itu andai terasa diri sudah diberi hidayah dariNya. Tiada siapa yang dapat merasainya kecuali dirinya yang telah dipilih Allah itu. Subbhanallah, hebatnya Dia.
Allah, segala pujian hanya untukMu. Tidak puas memuji Dia. Syukur tidak terhingga. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. Andai aku antara orang yang telah dipilihNya, berilah aku kekuatan untuk meneruskan perjalanan ini. Pastinya pahit, namun kaki harus terus melangkah. Pujian hanya untukNya lagi, Tuhan Yang Maha Hebat. Melihat insan-insan sekeliling yang telah diketuk hatinya dengan hidayahMu. Allah..Allah..Allah.. Andai dulu dia seorang yang panas baran, sekarang seperti telah menjadi insan lain. andai dulu dia seorang yang tidak menjaga solat, sekarang menjadi gelisah jika terlewat melakukan solat. Andai dulu dia merempit, sekarang dia telah bergelar ustaz, memberi ceramah di masjid-masjid.. Subhanallah.. Hebatnya Allah... Hebat hidayahNya.. Hanya dengan setitis hidayah, mampu mengubah seseorang menjadi orang yang berbeza... *sebak*
Tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang lurus. Jalan orang-orang yang telah Engkau kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka; bukan jalan orang-orang yang dimurkai dan bukan jalan orang-orang yang sesat. 
(Surah al-Fatihah, Ayat 6-7).
Dalam diri setiap insan itu pasti ada terdetik niat ingin berubah. Ini kerana fitrah manusia adalah baik. Semua manusia inginkan kebaikan. Carilah hidayah Allah itu..Benar, hidayah itu milik Allah, namun sebagai hamba kita tidak boleh hanya dengan menunggu hidayah itu datang. Usaha mencari hidayah itu perlu dilakukan!
Bagi yang telah diberi pertunjuk olehNya untuk berubah, teruskan istiQomah, insyaAllah Allah sentiasa bersama. Pahit dalam perjalanan adalah lumrah kerana mahar untuk ke syurga bukannya murah, ia perlukan mujahadah! dan mujahadah itu pahit, kerana syurga itu indah :) moga kita diberi tempat disana nanti, Ameen..
Usah merasa rebah andai ada yang cuba menjatuhkanmu. Itu mungkin salah satu ujian dari Allah. Ingatlah, orang beriman itu pasti akan sentiasa diuji imannya. Yakinlah akan janji Allah, kuatkan diri anda. Allah sentiasa bersama :)
Insan sekeliling, ibubapa, saudara mara, sahabat handai.. Andai ada insan di sekelilingmu yang telah kau sedari perubahan mereka, berilah sokongan. Jangan pula bekerjasama dengan syaitan laknatullah menjatuhkan mereka. Andai hati anda masih belum disentuh, berdoalah, letakkan sepenuh harapan kepada Allah, cari jalan untuk mendapat hidayahNya. 
Perubahan bukan menyuruh kita berubah dengan mendadak, insyaAllah berubahlah sikit-sikit, dari sikit itulah ianya akan menjadi banyak. Mulalah dengan meninggalkan segala yang dilarang, melakukan segala yang dikehendaki, mendirikan solat lima waktu, bersedekah, membuat baik kepada yang muslim dan bukan muslim, menyibukkan diri dengan aktiviti-aktiviti yang bermanfaat dan sering menghadiri majlis ilmu serta terus memohon doa kepada Allah agar diberikan hidayah, berdoa dan terus berdoa kepada Allah supaya diberi kekuatan untuk menepis segala hasutan syaitan dan godaannya.
"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib suatu kaum kecuali kaum itu sendiri yang mengubah apa-apa yang pada diri mereka " 
QS 13:11
Marilah kita sama-sama berusaha untuk mencari hidayahNya, moga Allah merahmati kita semua, Ameen ya Rabb.
Wallahua'lam.

Monday, May 21, 2012

ELS BBQ PARTY

Second update of the day. horeyy

Assalamualaikum guys :)

last thursday we decided untuk adakan bbq party secara last minute. sebenarnya plan hari sabtu tapi sebab ade yang tak dapat pergi so kitorang percepatkan ke hari khamis. lepas kelas you. tapi sangat enjoy. aunty mee yen je xdapat join sebab dia ada kelas. So, 9 of us had a very enjoyale bbq party under the Penang bridge I tell you. ingat panas buat tengah hari tapi rupanya angin kuat kita. Feels the blessing :)  ELS is actually stand for English Language Studies . So, this is what we majoring or course we took in our university. ni la classmates I . mungkin orang ingat English susah. so 10 orang je yang ambik course. :) ah, malas nak cakap banyak. enjoy the photos :)






I truly love this friendship.semoga ukhuwah ini berkekalan dan di rahmati.amiin

i'm still crawling

At one point of our life, you know that you have to change. From bad to good, from zero knowledge of islam to at least something we have idea about what islam is. But it is not easy as I thought. Not everyone can accept the changes. That's life. If you want to be great, you have to sacrifice something because you don't know  that maybe it is not your right to have. Just mind yourself that maybe Allah already plans a greater thing to you and just wait for the right time to give  or maybe when you are fully ready to accept another gift from HIM.

Step by step. Maybe it is the best principe for me. I can't change everything at one time. maybe I have to crawl. but at least I have to give my best shot and pray that Allah accept my effort. well, human still human. We can't be perfect no matter how hard we try. But the effort we made hopefully accepted by the Almighty. 

I've learn one lesson all this while, we can't judge people although she/he is bad than us, we don't know what Allah plans to her/him. Maybe one day, he/she will be better than us. we plan Allah determine :) 

I've decided to start wearing  hijab that cover my chest, and I still have many thing to change from outer and inner of me. There's still a lot to change, and the difficult decision I made is that the moment I decided not to meet my boyfriend and not to touch even his hand. And this moment I know that, if we change to be a good muslim, Allah will give us the best that can suit us, lead us. All I want is the pray from others and I'll pray others to hold my hand and change together with me cause there's still a far journey to crawl with the short time given. I want to enter jannah with all my friends, my family . insyaAllah. i just hope that everyone can lead me , can critic me with a sincere thought. assalamualaikum :)

p/s : welcome Rejab, one of the holy and barakah month. let us be a good muslim together .amiin

Friday, May 18, 2012

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

girls and their routine


assalamualaikum.

sejak kebelakangan ni aku ni sensitif betul, tapi sensitif sorang2 je la..nak tidur menangis, bila tengah berfikir menangis.. mata ni dah la bengkak tambah lagi suka menangis memang xde ubat la baq hang. tapi kadang2 tanggisan ni mungkin Allah suka.mungkin Allah ampunkan dosa aku sebab tanggisan ni kan? mana tahu.doakan untuk aku dan diri kalian. semoga kita semua istiqamah dalam melakukan kebaikan. pahit tu pahit , susah tu susah bila melibatkan orang kita sayang tapi mana tahu Allah mungkin sedang aturkan yang terbaik untukku, jodohku, hidupku..insyaAllah. mohle kita berdoa. xsemestinya perlu jadi ustazah untuk dilabel baik, tak semestinye kena jadi pendiam baru orang tengok kita warak.cukuplah dengan usaha. tak perlu jadi sebaik Siti Khadijah untuk sebarkan kebaikan. Orang yang xpernah sembahyang pun kadang2 baik, menyedarkan kita. yang tak baik kita doakan lah untuk mereka.sebab kita tak tahu pengakhiran hidup kita.mungkin mereka akan lebih baik dari kita suatu hari nanti.Allah maha mengetahui

ok lah. tak perlu nak emo. hehe.. meh kita cakap benda yang happy pulak..haa..ni lagi sebahagian kawan baik aku. kemana2 mereka je ada.. ade lagi. si haifa, tapi xde pulak, busy dengan AGM dia.xpela. ade jodoh kita hangout lagi. izah pun xikut pergi buat assignment. so we , 3 stooges decided to hangout tak kiralah tak cukup korum pun. asal dapat shopping. memang shopping. dari outer wear sampai underwear kitorang beli.hehe. tapi aku rasa tak membazir sebab aku beli barang yang berguna..ececece..inshaAllah rezeki kalau guna buat benda baik akan bertambah rezeki lain.amiin hehe


aku sakit tangan dah ni nak menaip. apa kata haa.. tengok je gambau


menunggu diorang beli cardigan pulak kat Niichi. ni dorang beli.aku xbeli sebab nichii xsuka orang pendek cam aku T_T




nampak tak basah tudung i tu. itu namanya gila.photoshoot tengah hujan..self timer pulak tu.HAHA.


waiting for 6 pm to buy chicken foldoverfor McValue price! cake as desert 

whatever, still had fun with you guys. may this friendship remains.amiin

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Final Destination



this is what we call the final destination. we chose our destiny. to hell or to jannah? may Allah forgives our sin..amiin ya rabb

Friday, May 11, 2012

Malu and HIM

reminiscing back the old time.. I should be ashamed..and regret, but it's not the time to do that. Allah gives me chance..to change..Allah loves us.. whenever we fall, He is ready to help..all we have to do is doa.. istiqamah and PASSIONATE in whatever we wanna do..sometimes we don't even remember HIM although we are in difficulties but subhanaallah..He help us! we just a small creature.who are we to be this arrogant? may Allah forgives our past, our bad things that we have done..amiin

past still past..yeah..but the reason Allah creates past is for you to learn something.to gain something..just to be a better person..I want He loves me.always but I have to love HIM  first..EVERY MINUTE IN MY LIFE insyaAllah..lead me to jannah.. i love everyone around me..my family, my friends, they are kind, supportive..never let me down..thanks Allah for not letting me go far from you.. sometimes I forget you, sometimes I remember you..but I don't want that SOMETIMES. all I want is ALWAYS..I  want to always remember you, serve for you..always be a good servant..cause I am nobody without you the Almighty ;')


           Sometimes it takes a very big mistake we make in life to transform us into the best of people

some of my good friends..some went back home at this time :P

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

sneak peek

Nanzan University Visit

 note: there are too many pictures in this entry

Assalamualaikum guys,

      Obviously I lied , I'm not going to update about my vacation (choosing too many pictures make me feel dizzy) .,So, I will just update about what happened during early semester. Basically Eida and I were signed up as  buddies last year(which the activity happened this year) to help the Japanese students and I kill two birds with one stone because at the same time it  was a chanced to me to improved my Nihon-Go! yeah, and I improved A LOT! maybe you can talk to me in Japanese next time.HAHA..

       They stayed here for one month to learn about Malaysian Cultural, Language, and Educational system, so, we as buddies have been asked to help them and teach them about Malaysian, and I think this is also one of the strategy to promote USM :) They had a lot activities like  Bahasa Malaysia tutorial, Traditional Malay dance, Cook Malay dish, Visit other states , Homestay and bla bla bla.

traditional malay attires! they look beautiful except that two malay girl

all the handsome boy

it was my bad tudung day. urgh




those 3 photos above were taken when we visited Mangroved somewhere in Perak :)

     


Cute Haruka goreng ayam!
(Nasi Beriyani in teh making)

I am an expert .I AM NOT
       I am tired uploading one photo at one time, apparently I am not a patient girl . So, I uploaded the photos that  I saw first and upload them together.I am lazayyyyy


NAP dinner 

BBQ day (it was the last day) I did nothing because i can't smell the smoke.HEHE

Japanese students call us Cantik Group ( Eida n me)I think this  photo can explains
being Diva all the times! pfft
see, I helped them !. Obviously for the camera purposed.tehee


after makan session, we handed them gifts and they gave present and friendship bracelet  to us too!
(I was terribly cried .noob)

I miss you Riho and Nao! <3

Canting Batik

both of them smells bad. haha

we were performing Traditional Dance to them. Actually this was hilarious if only you were there.


masyaAllah, she is very cuteeeeee
all of them wrote notes to me..overwhelmed :)




They are so many photos but these only I can upload (i stole most of the photos from Minami,that's why you can see her everywhere.HAHA. ) till then, assalamualaikum :)