my real me

*ni macam bukan real aku je...

aku baru lepas bace blog yang sangat la privacy sampai xde org pon leh bace kecuali aku ..(tu pon aku xtaw sama ade dia bagi aku bace ke x..haha).haha..banyak yg die tulis pasal family dia and hey mister...i sangat salute dgn ketabahan awk sbb u r the only hope in your family...so please please dont let your family down ok..i believe in you..seriously...

believe me..everybody have their own story about their life..their journey.. do not say you have never through tough experience..everyone does have bittersweet time.. and me too... life is just like wheel..sometimes you are on top but sometimes you will goes down..maybe it is a cliche quote but cliche is not that we can not hold the principle..

aku pon banyak cabaran dlm hidup aku...mungkin luaran orang tengok senang tp dalaman myself je yang tahu..xsemua kite boleh kongsi gn orang...but sometimes your family knows the best for you..yet it will be a part of your live forever..

*owhh..dating ek!! :P

meh nak citer sket psl aq..bia xnak taw pon..aku cite kat blog bukan citer dekat orang...lolol..aku bukanla ank orang kaye..ank org miskin pon bukan...kire tengah2 la...macam blogger2 sekalian...kalo blogger2 yg kaya tu kasi la wit aku sikit...sbb aq sngt miskin..bukan aq xde duit tp sbb aq sgt la boros..sumpah aku xtipu..aq xtaw kt mane duit tu hilang..mungkin toyol yg bogel2 pastu yg pendek2 tu curi..haha

mak ayah aku org bese je...abah aku da besara dulu keje dgn goverment ..umi aku suri rumah je...kakak2 n abg  aku alhamdulillah semua dh bekerja tinggal aku sorang je..Parents aku mesti bangga dgn kitorg..aku taw,,sbb pe aku taw? sbb aku ank diorang la..bukan ank angkat tp ank kandung...haha... semua anak2 dia yang 6 org ni semua dapat masuk IPTA..dari uia,upm,ukm,um, smpaila aku usm...eh bkn aku je usm...abg aku pon USMjgk..hehe..tp cuma aku je belum grad lagi..insyaALLAH  aku akan grad jgk lagi 1taun lebih... tp kalau dari segi akhlak dan anak2 yg soleh di mata umi abah aku tu aku tak tahu la mcm mane diorg rase..nak2 aku..

aku tersangatla manja dlm family aku...everything i want i always got it..insyALLAH..one day i'll make you proud umi abah..i love you..there;s nothing can replace both of you...

bila rahsia menjadi penipuan

reveal anything will make it worst

believe to believe what to be

claim it as your last chance

as it your last spring...

p:s=bila aq bangun tidor aq jadi berpujangga mcm ni..apa aq tulis pon aq xtaw..chill ya!

as if i am cinderella

sorry if i might annoying you coz i can't stop posting more than one updates today..horhorhor..i feel like i fall in love.. (malu2 nak ngaku)bukanlah..just when i look at his eyes..ohmaigawd,..so cold..so cool..smbil lagu katty perry tu berkumandang dlm hotak..

oh..kau mmg hot giler..i love your eyes..when you walked in front of me ,oh..i felt like jaw dropping..you hot ! shit.!! you melt my heart... <3>

i want you to know me..i dont want me to know you..ngohngohngoh..

i saw u and perhaps u saw me also..:)

rase mcm cinta monyet gila...bkn cinta kambing apatah lagi cinta nak kahwin..

dh la..mister eyes yg gojes..sok aq nak jumpe ko lagi..!

cakap tak serupa bikin

when it comes to romance i'll definitely turn into a oh-hell-childish-cheater one...

u loves someone but u still did a wrong thing, such as cheat him and at the end u urself yg suffered.... and naah..u will cried all the day long...u will call the most closed person for her/him to hear you cry..yea..it's hard...especially when he was your 1st love... haa..bile your 1st love?oh dude..horhorhor..

1st love kawe maso kawe f5...oh..maybe it just me not him.... i did wrong but me the one who suffered... for me couple doesnt mean you are in love..seriously not....oh..this is just my self views...

couple means nothing to me... i can say i've been make so called couple relationship a few times...but it doesnt mean you love him...yea..but maybe to be a better in relationship we should try once...

there's no need a long period to fall in love with someone...maybe u just know somebody for a one week and if GOD determines you will be together with him then it will be yours forever...got what i mean...

oh..penat menulis...bye!

LANTERN FESTIVAL

Yesterday i went to lantern festival at my uni...erm..it was a very cold night ok..sbb hujan lebatt..aaa...fyi..lantern festival as known as pesta tanglung is an traditional Chinese Festival which is celebrated in the first month 15th of Chinese Lunar calendar. Modern Lantern Festival has evolved into cultural exchange event which is full of cultural content and commercial value(thanx to abg google). and variety of performance include malay,indian,and indeed chinese...it was jut so so festival la for me...it's kinda amature one meh..hee...and kitorg balik almost 2 am ..no the program ended up at 10 am..but ok la...kitorg perggi merewang rewang....

*benda yg wajib ade

*made up by SYARIFAH ROSANIDA ok..:)

* i love this pic,,i've no idea why..horhor

*undefined incident

i feel like wanna curse you!

hahahhaahaha!

Bloody weird.....

horhorhorhorrorororoorororo!

i love sayang...horhorhorshit

sy nak main main lah!

helo melo marchemallow...mak cik xreti nk eja marchemallow sbb mak cik x panda cakak orang putih..ngeh ngeh...

oh..sy xhappy...sy berciap awl2 ingt kelas kol 9 pagi...but act kol 10am...what the rajin i am kn..kam.kam kambing!

erghh...so i just wasting my time by self camwhore...ergh rgh....there's no ayu pic ...ok....i mengaku..muke bangun pagi yg mmg buruk..tssk...whatever

*update: smpai kelas prof ckp klas kol 11..aaaaaa!!!

macam **&^%!

agk parkinson arini.. mnahan lapar...

aaaaaaa....puase ok..T__T

ingt d saing nk pose..tibe2 tghari td..ina dtg matahri..nmpknye i je la pose sorg2...

arini buat komplot jahat....ponteng kelas..

and we supposed to give presentation arini..

carrymark 20% ok..banyak tuh

tp sbb braya bagai nk mati..kol 10 smlm bru ingt kna presnt...

so..otak dh blank..

n bdn n minda sudah di dlm blanket..

so we(me and my partner) made a komplot...

M: kite ckp pndrive kite msuk virus ok?

E: good idea

M:tp aq xpndai brlakon..

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this morning...i was texting ..

M:waa..mls nk g

E: aku pon..!

M: ok ..kite bgtaw tiket bas da abis..xd kat u lagi..

E:bgtaw that guy...(he didt come also! and he supposed to critic our group)

*new updates: presentation today postponed nxt week coz rmai xdtg...lol!.T___T

moral of the story: nak baghayo tu ingat dunio yo!

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*tibe2 i wonder why people around me used to call my dad tuan silek instead of his name syed ibrahim...

follow up

azam sy nk pakai shawl..horhorhor! dh..jgn kau gelak...dr dulu lagi berazam xpenah menjadi...

betol2..nk pkai shawl..maybe i'll grab 1 shawl at my sis wedding soon..ngiaa...

*xmo dah pkai senget cmni..(org dpn sy jgn mrah ur pic ade)

lets pixa do the talk

i've said earlier i want to upload more pics 4 my hari raya celebration..but..unfortunately..after i relook those pic damnn...sy sgt hodoh ..no..sy xhodoh sy kena bersyukur dgn kurniaan tuhan...GOD creates human as beauty as they are..but i mean here i look obviously fat with eyebag,pimples..etc etc... here just a lil chosen pics .. oh yea..fyi..i didnt touch at all my supposed-to be baju raya for hari raya pertama..i dont want to tell u y coz it hurts me..haha! ...

*sile buat muncung kalo xmo nmpk tembam..hahhahaha

(last minute baju raya)

*act..it's not my tudung raya..i've change it coz malas nk pakai

*i miss u! nk nyet nyet nyet!

*this is what happened in every malam raya

*damn nini! i want u!

*again..i mish u

it happened as we want

sheeet! it's freaking hard to satisfied people...i hate choices ...

my mind is full but empty..

hey..

darnnn....stop feeling guilty coz of me...

i am nobody..

unperfect,..

clumsy...

sometimes ..i mean always break ur heart...

i am sorry...coz we are not always can conquer the situation..

hurt u is like shitting me as well

kenangan

cewah! whaT THE fishcat! tajuk kalah mat rempit..ehek...

sje je..aq bosan..n belom mandi k though it's 2 pm now...smbil2 tu men tukar2 lagu kt blog,,m trjumpe la lagu saat terkahir ni..haa...aq taw lagu ni dr ex aq n terus jatuh cinta bile aq pegi karoake dgn die lagu nih..haa...aq mau ckp aq bkn teringat kt ex aq..langsung x sbb dia ari2 mmg jumpe...nk igt wt ape..n kalu jmpe mmg xde perasaan lgsg...wahaha...though dia da bahagia gn org len n aq pon same..:)...n skrang aq lagi best kwn dgn dia sbb xperlu nk jiwang2 meh... n xperlu nk gado2.. skrg lg best sbb kalo gurau2 xde la perlu nk touching2..kan kan.. tu je nk ckp..aq xtaw sgt lgu indon ni...coz sometimes it's so meyhh! lol...

meruap ruap

alaa....bru ade mood nk tulis ...ade keje lak...

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smbung bile rajin lak ye,,

sorry...blog ni ade mood..

bile tuanye ade di hometown trsgtla mls nk mengupdate sbb tersgt la bz dgn kerja2 krg berfaedah tp ttp happy ! :)

this is continued at 12 pm when i just woke up..

smlm dgn smgt yg berkobar2 nk update but now..messy!

xd mood...tp bru lpas mkn..n lpas ni nk kua mkn lagi...oh geesh! most welcome to fat!

*rase x KERUAN ..wahaha..keruan tu...and mls nk buat pilihan sbb xde pilihan..don't u get it? i have no choice so don't force me

lot a lot lot!

i've a lot of things to update...until i can't write anything..lol..

yea..i really really do..this hari rayas brought so much fun for me!

and also..lil bit sadness..T__T.. alah..c'mon la..lil bit je ok...

i took a lot of pics..soon if i have leisure time i'll update any pics.. ooh..and if internet really welcome me to update..this broadband mcm gampang..seriously..

man..i told u! i just got rm5o from my only one bro..ok..stop it..

dont want to recall anything..tsk tsk tsk..

i dont want to lost u anymore and replace u with anything..hek2...selit2 ayt jiwang sket..:)

oh.RIP to allahyarhamah datok sosilawati and 3 others....n sape2 yg terlibat moga dpt balasan dunia akhirat.

p/s: *money doesnt guarantee ur life and ALLAH will take ur life whenever HE wants to..selamat beramal..and me too...

i am a kid

i slept at 5am and woke up at 2 pm..ok..what the hell with this freak girl..lol..i am crazy though
everyday i used to be a clumsy girl..the clumsiest in my family..yea...coz i always act like a child...

everything i did i 'll leave with a messed..yea..that's the way i am..
sometimes i hate to be me..but whatever..i'm still THANKFUL...true true true...

i pretend that i dont want it but as if i can i'll get it..


SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

see...i said i am kid..so i want duit raya whicever way...from whoever u are...

oh dang..2morrow will be last ramdhan for us this year..and kite akn smbut hari raya...
can't wait can't wait! i love everything!


i am really thankful that TUAN AFZAL borned me...and my dad SYED IBRAHIM TUAN BESAR together with my mom raised me and all of their clans1 love u both! muahx! and ima so proud of being the youngest sis of 5 SYARIFAHS and a SYED..lot of love and heart..i heart u!!

menyampah!

rush hour!
baju raya: checked..theme rainbow,dull,gloomy
wedges: contra!
tudung: no...i dont have one
bunga api mercun: will be waiting for mlm raya....no..i dont even touch it...
kuih raye: yeah...i am not organise it at all

now..randomness....i just bought my wedges and others my family did organise it...

mood: i am serious and give me kinda bullshit if u dont want to

good nite bloodsucker! :)

sgt menjengkelkan

ye..sgt menjengkelkan...pfft...perkataan menjengkelkan tu.huhu/..ye..brodband ini sgt annoying..macam siput babun dah..

tp y g happy..gue udah di rumah..yippi!!!! many things to do...

just lil bit time to u ma bloggy..


phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

rove beetle a.k.a chali

*minatang ini manyak kecik mcm semut mcmbisa mcm ular...huh

i'd just recovered from diarrhoea and vomiting and INSECT"S BITE..ok.no..still x sembuh cause that F scar still ade..that freaking insect is rove beetle or dlm bhs mlayu we used to call it chali...act i baru knal emnatang ni..and last nite..i rse gatal2 kt mata i..dangg!!! it bites me again..maybe i tetido dpn laptop..again...ok..i sgt baru dlm mengenal menATANG ni..die sgt kecik but it release a kind of poisonous acids..dang u..pegi r kt org len..grrrrr...and die akn menggalkan parut..ok..da turun peratus org nk minang..but thanx GOD.. parut xnmpk..yippi!..T___T..

here..a lil bit infos bout that beetle ..sheett!:

There is a very small insect called "Rove Beetle" in Malaysia (length 2-10 mm) which is extremely poisonous. The poison of this insect is 12 times more poisonous than Cobra snake and it is called ‘pederin’ (chemical formula: C24 H43 O9 N). If you see one of these on your arm or body, do not hit it, rather blow it away and wash it with water and soap immediately (and your hands also). The insect does not bite normally but its body is poisonous.

If you hit this beetle, the poison will spread on your body and your hands get poisoned. After that wherever you touch (on your body) will be affected. The poison will remain in the injured sections, so if you touch the injuries later and touch other areas (in case your skin is sensitive) the other areas will be also effected.

In 2002, students in Penang (in dormitories) were caught in an epidemic of this, and this is very common in Engineering campus of USM.

yes, DO NOT continue to scratch on it. & if u come to know u have this please go to hospital, immediate ones would be washed with copious water & get somebody to use tissue to catch & quickly dump into the toilet bowl or smth. my case was I din know about it but i fell asleep in front of my lappy with the lights on that day..no..that nite,,,ok..blame it myself...

frenzy!

since it;s too personal..i just drafted it..T___T.. penat tulis..haha.. ok.

btw..since everything happened these few days.. i just show u here mister..and please tuntut dr sy bile sy smpai ganu nt.. if webby pon always forgot to show...btw.. tadaaa!..nothing pon..it just a cheap gelang..as u guessed..but just keep it..it just suit for girls,,lol..

*it's your name there! :)

just ignore jari2 yg mcam preggy tu T__T

olololo

thanx to encik penasihat sbb kte blog sy ni too personal..and it much better if u just tell me ur true name..:)..btw thanx ya..

anyway i create this blog seriously at first..i knew nothing..lol..what is followers,adds etc...n until now i do not care everything about it..since dr dlu lg..i just post what my thought...everything i want..seriously..hehe.. seriously i dont know how to make any tutorial, edu info, review2..ecetra ecetra..so..i just post what i want n i dont know who read this n always wondering what did u read xcept any infos...:)

done...wah..smgt sy tulis..dgn serious..sbb sy tgh kenyang..lmao!..i went to class just now n last nite eida did remind me this..

but seriously..i cant stop to text her ..ok..it's kinda lame.. a lil bit between me and eida:

M:weyh! d u still waiting for that F bus?

E: yes..siput baboon bas..

M: ok..waiting for u at the bus stop

E: ok..chop! but better msuk sme r,,hoh..

M: ok..wait

*see..i told ya..we r road blind..T__T