i wish i wish i wish

• i wish i can be invisible..to stalk people i want and travel around the world without any flight fees
• i wish nobody can see my rough and infection skin now..but then u can see la ..o_0
• i wish i can skip my only one 8 am class..
• i wish i xde any assigment and any presentation.
• i wish i can be such a skinny and fit girl..nah..it's the fucking hard
• i wish i can eat loads of food without gaining ma weight..T____T
• i wish what i wish comes for real..:) GOD's willing..:)
• i wish you love me because i am what i am n not because pretty or ugly
• i wish i have everlasting relationship
• i wish i don't have any pimplessssssssssss! but still..

ambigious

WAITING WITHOUT THINKING

*act it was ambigous..malas nak baiki duh

GOD DETERMINES

NIFSU SYAABAN..BUKU AMALAN BARU...EVERYONE WANT TO BE BETTER UMAT...ME TOO..KALAU BOLEH LANGSUNG XNAK BUAT DOSE..TP WE R ONLY A WEAK HUMAN BEING...1 HARI MMG AKN BUAT DOSE DISENGAJAKAN @ TERSENGAJA...ALL WE CAN DO IS TRY HARDER...DAY BY DAY..INSYAALLAH

*ina ckp muke i nmpk matang sbb rmbut i mkin pjg..lolol

touch my body..:P

annoying giler entry tu duh..wawawa...title tu saje je nak mnunjukkan aq tgh lyn lagu mariah carey...aq xsuruh pon korg touch my body...geli mattt.....muhrim aq je boley..waka waka *nmpak x brg tu..warne kuning tu..wawawa...x...betol x..seriousx...aq bkn nk ckp aq rajin buat note...cume nak ckp tu pencil case baru aq..haha...malu nak byr dkt cashier tkut nt die gelak kat ...mcm bdk sgt..tp serious da 2 sem xde pencil case sbb xsuke pencil case besa gedabak..gile pjg caption pic..kuikui

saya bersyukur ..saya bersyukur...dah dah...no redundant ...saya bersyukur..ye saya mmg bersyukur sbb:

• saya masih sihat dan masih hidup..kalu xhidup xmungkin hantu sy sdg menulis entry ini..haha
• sy msih dpt belaja wlaupon sy pemalas siot..
• msih dpt keputusan yg cemerlang dr kecik wlupon xpenah study lgsg..betol xtipu..study last minute(ok..sy tipu sket..sjak msuk u..result sy da sederhana..srot srett..)
• umi gn abah sygkan sy dan manjakan sy..atau sy yg terlalu manja....sy mmg dpt ape yg sy nak wlupon kdg2 sy terpksa mnyusahkn mereka...sorry mi,abah..:(
• sy bersyukur sy masih lagi virgin..anak dara la tu...perlu ke sy translate..:P
• sy bersyukur sy bukan org susah ... sederhana itu bagus..
• sy masih lg dpt bergerak...
• umi dan abah sy masih hidup...semoga ALLAH panjangkan umur mereka
• sy xpenah minum arak,mkn benda haram..(cume mungkin skali mkn steak kat kedai xhalal tp sy xtaw ..lpas mkn baru taw...:()
• sy bersyukur anda mgkin bace lagi sy bersyukur atau anda x tengok pon..sy ttp bersyukur sbb msih dpt mnulis
• sy bersyukur sbb sy msih lg bersyukur

*fuh...dah penat..sy bersyukur sy da penat sbb sy bersyukur sy penat sbb dpt pergi mandi kalo x ,sy x mndi lagi...sy bersyukur...kalau bersyukur kena ucap ALLHAMDULILLAH

rase nak continue balik with the list..jap jap...nak buat keje dulu,,(okey..sy sdg bermonolog)

• sy bersyukur abah x kawen empat,1or 3
• sy bersyukur sy masih single sbb kalo sy double..eh double??? ahha..couple..msti sy tulis psl bf sy je..mearjuk sket tulis sal bf..sweet sket bf...ye ..sy bersyukur
• sy bersyukur sy masih sukekan laki..tidak..sy bukan lesbigay..:P
• ade family yg bahagia wlopon slalu gado dgn akak sy esp si sabun busa

aku...

suke ati aku la nak post bpe entry pon..dh name syanida blogspot..bkn ali blogspot plak..so it's up to me...nak doodle ke..nak memaki ke...wawa...xkan maki org kot cume kadang2 je aku akn maki..sbb aku ni sgt la penyabar org nye..ececece....poyo nak mati ko sya..

aku ...lame xgune ayt aku..just closed friend conversation..duh,,skema ouh gune ayt conversation...:P

siyes,,setiap clause aq tulis tiade kaitan dgn clause sblum atau selepasnye..kalo ade pon suke ati aku la...

siyes xtaw nak tulis ape...duh..i am not art person..poetry2 ni..lol...siyes x pandai..even nak tulis msj ayt jiwang2 pon.,..lol...bajet mcm aku ade pakwe nak msj jiwang..( ayt gadis desperate ouh) gile siot..

xla....ina pon ckp,..

aku ni bek xyah kapel..sbb aku jenis bosan..

she said to me..xtaw la bile..ko ni tiap sem pakwe len..eh ehe h...no no..i am not playgirl coz i;m not that pretty to be playgirl....i dunno..just feel like i cant stick with 1 thing...ina mesti pelik nak mampus nape aq xde pakwe sem ni..lol

fyi cik ina chantek...i nak jadi perempuan matang...

hahaaha! bodoh x aq gelak sendiri..

but seriously yea..really wanna be matured girl who just fall in love with THE ONE and live happily ever after,,,dah dah..xmo la jiwang..giler x sesuai aku ckp psl ni..

nak g jln2 pon sesat lg..even nk g bakti permai for lunch..nak2 pegi gn eida..lagi la sesat..walawei..eida and me really road blind...

aku...laa..aku lagi..

cume aku malas and aku sgt obses nak kurus n nak tinggi skrg..adui..cam siot je...baru mkn cheese cake tp ade hati nak kurus..set..esok nak jogging!...

tadi woke up 7am sbb jnji gn ina nk jogging..then she said to me...ko tidor la sya...semalam ko tido lewat kan..eh eh..mmg pon..tido betol2 ats laptop...without any answer...tup..laid on ma pinky bed..waa till 10.30 am...and mandikol 3pm! serious! hahahaha!

tak nak pikir

kali ni aku nak tulis tanpa pikir..

bkn pikir ape..

tanpa pikir perasaan org len....haaa...

xde kena mengena pon....dah aq nk g jogging~~~

tibe2 ketawa tgok picni..the guy who snap this pic sgt la poyo..amik mcm 200 kping pic..tp..hampeh..ni je hasilnye..wakakka

lol...going to love these

* cool with ed hardy tatooed

ed hardy stuff tersangat la cun and funky!

menulis tanpa berfikir

cewaahhh...tiru title entry blog my sis yg da betaun x update jap..hahahaa...tibe2 je gelak..

eh eh..

mls plak nak tulis..sbb xfikir..kuakauaka...

ok,..sambung..wooot woot

tibe mau tangkap leleh lak ni..tibe2 je ni..allalalaa

lyn lgu melayu lak..asyik lagu english R&B....

jiwang..jiwang..

wooh..kalo aq jiwang mmg sume xleh blah kot..

ye la ...i'm not into thid jiwang2 meh....

stop..japg smbung..waka waka eh eh

terjumpe~~and it's damn right

Wanita 1: sayang, u cintakan i?
Lelaki : iskk, u ni.. of course la I cinta kan u. sgt2 tau. Klo u xde mati i..
Wanita1: betul?
Lelaki: ye sayang, I tak tipu.
Wanita1: u ni, jangan la raba2 i..
Lelaki: I raba sikit je sayang
Wanita1: taknak la. . klo terlanjur mcm mane?
Lelaki: kita kawen la.. I jumpa parents u
Wanita1: betul? U nak kawen dengan i?
Lelaki: betul sayang. . . sumpah. . u diam je .. jgn ckp ape2. I pegang skit2 je.


SETAHUN LEPAS TU. . .

Wanita1 : sampai hati u. . . tipu i.. dulu u kate nak nak kawen dgn i. tapi bile u dah dapat. U kawen dengan perempuan lain..
Lelaki : I lelaki, u ingat I nak kawen dengan perempuan yang senang2 I boleh dapat? I nak perempuan yang suci.. bukan mcm u. yang senang2 bagi tubuh pada lelaki yang bukan bergelar suami. U ingat I bodoh nak kawen dengan u?
Wanita1: sampai hati u ckp mcm tu, dulu. . mase u nak.. mcm2 janji manis u bagi. Tapi skrg u salahkan i?
Lelaki: I lelaki . . I Cuma uji u. . tapi u bagi. . I ambil la. .
Wanita1: U memang jantan tak guna. . I menyesal kenal dengan u
Lelaki: u menyesal? Tapi I puas. . jgn lupa datang kenduri I nanti.
Wanita1: u akan dapat balasannye nanti . .

MALAM PERTAMA LELAKI DAN WANITA2

Lelaki: sayang. . . I love u so much. .
Wanita2: me 2 sayang. .
Lelaki: I bertuah kawen dengan u.
Wanita: I pun, sayang.. I ada something nak bagitahu u
Lelaki: apedia sayang?
Wanita2: sebenarnya.. u bukan lelaki pertama yang tido dengan I . . I pernah tido dengan semua teman lelaki i. . untuk suke2. . . cari kepuasan . . tapi bile nak kawen. . I cari lelaki baik mcm u untuk jadi suami i. . u tak kesahkan?
Lelaki: WHAT??????????????????

i wanna be on you~~

fall in with ne-yo...your voice superb !!

terrible

seriously feeling bad and stupid

we just plan

i am 20 years old...since few months i'll be 21..better i mgaku sweet 2oth..hoho....i dont have any aim in my life..even know..feel like i just a naive girl who is still wanna enjoy her life alot and dont want any commitment with any hard journey..kinda of relationship, carrier, study , family ecetraaaaa~~~

i am university student..yet i am 2nd year though few tought me freshie..wtf!

i have only 3 sems exclude this sem to compelete my degree if nothing barred it..

yes or not..i need to set up my life now...

2010-2012

• study smart ..duh i hate study hard
• get dean list and 1st class graduate in my english language major..(hell yeah..go to sleep lah u)
• get a boifie(seriously boifie duh...haha! but GOD determines)
• get focuss with one thing to another

2013

• get engage
• get my 1st honda odyssey
• work with superbrand multinational company( i wanna i wanna this!)
• money money money

2014

• get married lah
• get my 1st super comey baby...i want twin but i dont think i bare to carry two ppl in my perut..hahhahahahaha!
• focuss on my work and my

*sociolinguistic system rules..make up ur mind and always say u can make it and u can have it no matter what..then u will get it! INSYAALLAH

"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."

* sya cpt pose! xyah mnum la ! dang!

have no idea where to go..

kaber2..nmpak abg encem lalu..kikiki

mek2 siam belake disitu

i hope guy at the back will be more shiny..hakhak

went to john master to buy belt and wallet! damn tired

lelaki hak tuiih!

lelaki..man...farkingyeahh..

lelaki..lelaki lelaki..dang! 10 things i hate about guy:

• always attracted to beauty,tall,fair,and manje girls..asal dahi licin je nak...abis yg dahi xlicin cam aq ni nk campak mne..kekeke
• such a big fat liar..duh...dpn bek blkng cam setan
• perasan handsome..kalo agk2 muke x mcm orlando bloom tak yah nk kecoh2
• tak gentleman...ouh..geli geli
• jiwang karat smpai meleleh2
• awl2 couple sweet then hampeh!
• mat rempit!!!!!! i hate hate hate..bodoh kot!

* tu je taw..yg len pk sendiri...

ayoyoyo~

i saw little stars around....oh mai GOD! mkn durian terlampau banyak!

dang!!....akn demam dlm bbrpe minit lg

dang!

MEMORY CARD TERLEKAT DLM LAPPY! XDPT DI KELUARKAN!

ERGGHH!! ALL MY PICS THERE!

doo liil

wake up in the morning and feel damn dizzy!

going to pack some stuffs on my holiday to kedah!

kehilangan~tsk tsk

on 21st july...my late tok sedara which my grandma youngest sister also followed her as well to left this earth...going to somewhere we do call alam barzakh...al fatihah..

but seriously glad to hear bot of them easily gone..with no pain,,but GOD knows.. selang beberapa bulan sahaja my grandma meninggal then die pon meninggal..

my cousin told me just now that she passed away...lepas balik psr mlm, lpas balik ajar bdk2 mengaji die minum air dulu and die masuk bilik...and she just gone with the peace..alhamdullillah..i dont feel sad at all..feel very happy sbb betapa sngnye die dijemput ALLAH..

*miss all of you

dont believe it!

i am single!

new new nonono

yeay...arini bangun awl...breakfast with milk n fitness cereal ..basuh baju..tp guna mesin je la..hehe...arini jdi tukang dobi antarabangsa ssb disuruh mmbasuh baju...ooopss..meletakkan baju sebenarnya didalam mesin basuh oleh rumate yg pegi kelas awl arini..my clASS will start at 3pm todaY! 2morrow will be heading to sintok to my friends' college...semoga sy selamat smpai disana! tibe2 je rase bersemangat arini...ayat pon dah mcm nak buat esei mase spm dulu..maybe much better than that..hik3...

bangun tido slepas semalam yg agk mendown kn..omaigawd...baby are you down down down...

*sorry mister off phone semalam and didnt pick up any of ur calls and texted you like hell..tsk..tsk...

cek mek x molek

* tibe2 rindu kan ank buah ku yg salu ganggu idop aq ni...tsk

finally! yippi yippi yaya! da siap kemas brg..kemas lemari..kemas katil...cume baju belom disumbat ke dlm mesin lagi...detergen lupe mau dibeli..ouh..xpe...esok g tesco beli brg keperluan sume... sgt rindu alip..

dang! today is my first lecture and i banagun lmbt...pegi class dgn smgat lame and lmbt 20 minit...nasib bek prof xmrah..tu jee nak ckp..

lunch disini sgt xsdap..ak diet pnye psl amik nasi xsmpai 1 senduk pon,,sayur 2 jenis,tempe n kicap!plus pisang,..snang nk hadam la kunun..

who is stupid aka fugly??!

i am so disappointed today!!!

• knp loan i dpt sket dri org len??!! erg..ingt i ank BILL GATES ke!? WTF!
• knp blik i dpt kat ujung duni?! betol2 tepi tgga and bnyi bising kereta2 ni sume?!(luckily rumate i dpt is ina chantek..syukur)
• kaki i cramp sbb xjmpe cri blik tdi sbb blik mcm dlm lubang cacing!
• lntai blik i xcantek!
• stor xbkak lagi! shower dlm tu.. nak mandi!
• i ngantok ,ngantok pening pening lapar!

macam bodoh je

hell yeah..mmg bodo gila...<----statement yg jerk giler kan

mlm esok nk balik da!! ouh..ok..gonna miss home ,friends ..opps..they already going back to their universitas...hohoho...but gonna miss my home..alipp..ya..everyday fight2 same alipp..and at the end he will cry and i always be the winner..tp sometimes i mgalah la jgk... but aliff , i still love you...though i'm not ur nice nice nice aunty..tsk..tsk

ouh ya..berita kesian...my sis lost her purse with all her credit cards,license,rm600++ kt klia...specificly in the toilet!...pity u...nak buat cane...just face the fate,..xde rezeki la kan..
*anybody who found it kindly tell me..(jgn harap la akn ade)

wow..tadi mkn crab imported from sabah .wow! gila a..besar nak mati those crabs,,and sweet..esok my mom will make a dish, ketam masak cili api..ouh..cant wait..seems 2morrow gonna be my last day at home..mlm nak balik u da ! hateit like hell..OMG!

sebut OMG ni tibe2 teringat plak my coursemate begado dgn scha al yahya..ala..pelakon tu la! psl acronym OMFG..usually people used to say it oh my f***
**** GOD..then scha tu said oh my freakinggoldish! wth?? kalo mmg she really mean to say oh my freaking gold fish pon it's not really acceptable kott...coz whole world use that acronym as F**** god... (no hard feeling!) *just my personal POV..


*p/s: senang2 sebut ya ALLAH je..xpon ya Tuhan..kan lebey elok..:)

aku budak super baik!!

*gambar ini xde kna mngena dgn entry berikotnye...just wanna warn those spaniard that spain will be a big looser this final! go oranje!!

saya cume nak ckp sy budak super baik yang xbaik..teheee..means?? i pon xtaw...

mula packing brang tuk dbawa balik ke u!! hoho...berat hati nak tggal rumah...after splendid months at home..

WADAFAK!

GERMANY LOOSE THE GAME!!

SLEEP LAGI BAGUS!!

TENGOK BETOL2!

zzzzzzzz

oh baby it's raining...

lalalaaa,,...

ok...stop singing like jerk!

got stomachache all of sudden...

y? y baby?

just now had lunch with my moms' nasi goreng and crab!...beshh..

but now? miii!!....sakit perut giler! terasa dicucuk2 perut ni...wawawa

fyi i'm typing this entry just using one hand and feels my eyes will shut any second from now...

untitled!

annoying gilerrr!! macam budak2...

nak tidurrr!!

shooh,shooh,shooh...

zzzzzzzzz...

routine yang x routine

finally charger laptop da ok..and duit 170 dibazirkan begitu sahaja sbb tuan kedai silap order charger....then abah pegi kedai suruh org baiki charger lame..and finally da oaky..nak wat cane..200 terbang tanpa ape2 hasil....

last nite was my awful night! lupe diri ini xboley minum cafein and the result kol 4 am baru leh tido...giler susah my eyed lids shut!

ape mau ku tulis ni..bile ngadap blog je habis idea yg mencurah2 dlm sel2 otak ni ilang..aiseyy...

ouh...tibe2 bencikan diri ini yang xde perasaan untuk bercinta...kenapakah?? geeshh! i am not lesbo okay! and lesbigay thou..hakk2...i dont know why...maybe i love to fall in love with bad guy..and u know la bad guy cane kan..so let me just crush on them je la...more than that never!LMAO..:) akak jgk yg keciwe nanti..

my friend da ramai yng mau get engage....cik tim da engaged...waniey soon or later will engaged jgk...ain, ana really have their own relationship commitment ...me??? no no no...bf pon cheq takdak...:) and get engaged for this coming years no la kot...no...i dont like any serious commitment now...except if somebody really really awesome comes and goes into my heart!

ok..i dont know

5days more to go..ouh..da nk balik u da..and tetibe ade jerawat muncul..eh..bkn jerawat but plus s ....banyak siottt...da xtaw da nk wat cane ni..and at the end of the day biarkan je la muke ni..jerawat pon perlukan tmpat untuk mmbiak jgk...disgusting pnyer statement..haha..

tibe2..sem bru..oh..sy da jadi senior...middle senior..ha2..no la...at least xjadi freshmen dah sem dpn..