ALONE~~in KL

lol..paper x abes ag da mau enjoy..da la paper pling tough sya oi..ur major paper tu..

wait..nt smbung...ade calll!! haha

11.55pm..i'm back..
hahhahaa,..lol...wanna laugh..sgt sakit perut..heeee
okep..ermm..2morrow will going to KL 4 a few days..i still have 2 papers..5th and 6th..how come i leh nk g jln2..ermm...but i need t o go there la..:)
hope..i can answered dis last paper dgn cemerlangLY...haha...

6th MAY i'll be back home..oh...can't wait! miss everything in my house...the house...the backyard...the kitchen..the cats...the stuff and most remembered people in that house..miss all of u damn damn much!!hahah....erm..quite sad coz i dunno wat will happen to my result..ermm..:((

hope i will arrive KL safely esok and hope dpt p genting..:))erm.. kalo u dpt duet laa...ish..xpe...xksah ..jnji dpt release tension..INSYAALLAH..hope everything will be fine and safe..may ALLAH bless all..muahhxxx!!

tahniah SYA! keep it up baby...:)

morning...rase bangga dkt dri sndiri ari ni sbb dpt rse cam da dpt idup ku blik..i mean my life back to normal..hehe... yeaa..finally..smlm tido pde wktu yg sihat..kol 12.30 then wake up at 6.a.m...dgr azan trus bgun and didn't sleep at all after subuh..hehe...i am really that fresh now....hehe....bkk fb tgok la page cousin aq..SHARIFAH NABILA...and nmpk la die ade upload pic tok wan at the day she dead...gonna miss u tok wan..:)...happy and sad ..semua ade...:)) u are so nice that's why everybody loves you and u deserve everything....love.care.happy...insyaALLAH...



..someone did say 'when i talked about honesty,u denied'...no...i didn't deny it larh...

it is not all about honesty...lie did happen all around ur life..ur day..it almost did 24hrs and soon u'll face it again.. if u take it positive u can face it...yea...that statement is about love or means loyalty..but i dun want to talk about it..honesty ..u know how to be honest..honest to your parents friends and everyone...as long as your heart is full of love,care,and most important is IMAN..everyone needs it kan...



start ur day with new hope..always...new spirit..and i am also trying to live my life...after all happened to me...lost someone that u love is the most hard thing..ALLAH sygkan tok wan...naahh...u can keep that in ur mind...it one of ur theraphy kann...:) life is getting better if u.ursekf trying to make it better..workhard and work smart is important..hope is zero without

mesti pelik...kan3

hehhe..msti korang pelik kn..entry kt bwah ni aq mention sal selena gomez..tup tup...wajah laki....ngeeeee.....lol..aq baru tahu name yg pakai topi cam pelumbe f1..hehe...sbnrnye nmenye AJITH KUMAR..pelakon tamil...hhahahaha...ngehngeh...td g godek laptop ina...igt pic michael schumacer..haha..hampeh ko ina..nk try je td upload kt laptop die..igt aq silap setting kt laptop aq xleh upload bende nih..hehe..okay..so skang pic SELENE GOMEZ akan di upload...tpi nape xleh..@#$!! ..hehe,...ok la...nk tido..arini ujannn...tu yg bezz...nk tido awl lak skang...nk tido pon kena train gk sya kn..thanx coz ajar sy tido awl..haha...and bgun still lwat...xpe..slowww is more practical babe!

selena gomez..my obsession!! crazy!!!

i love her... i love everything about her.. i mean..her apperance..her style...her body...her voice,...her face...so gojes!! but...i am appreciate what i am now...beauty is not important...ko dah ckup sifat tu pon da kire beruntung sya..bile2 masa tuhan boley tarik balik pe yg ko ade tu baru reti nk bersyukur kan...

but..honsetly..she is soooo soooo pretty..cutee..(OPpss...my lecturer said cute is in ugly type...hehe) but damnly.. i love her body and her hairr....waaaa...love uuu...hehe


*mne pic die...tdi i da upload..xkuar2!! grrr!!

TOK WAN

da selamat dikebumikan pon pg td..syukur alhamdulillah....wlupon xdpt bersama...aku je kot stu2 nya cucu yg xde td..nak wat cane..dah xde rezeki...mcm2 dugaan kat aq sem ni...tabah ye..hadapi dgn senyuman..:))...bile tok wan xde...aq taw...sume mnjadi laen..mgkin sbb tok wan la penyatu kami semue..bese la...org tue...nak2 hari raya..mmg sume akn tertumpu kt umah die...so tahun ni...n strusnya...xtahu la..harap2 walopon kedaan xsme cam ade tok wan tpi ttap rapat semua ahli keluarga...cousins n sume la..:))...



akak aq ckp tok wan nk sgt mati hari jumaat, di mandikan jenazahnya smbil cucu-cucu pangku...alhamdulillah..pe yg die nk tu..sume dia dpt..ya ALLAH....engkaulah maha pemurah...maha pengampun...tempatkan lah nenek aku di klgan org mukmin...

MONING..HIDOP BARU..NGEEE

sudey2 la sya....yg pergi xkn kembali...ko yg maseh hidop doa je....u need to mov on ur life...doesn't mean it's the end of ur life...

erm...semalam aku xtahu aq buat pe...cryinggg jee.....and bace blog-blog org...haish....fmaily aq sume da balik..nape la aku masih stuck kt cni....dah2...4get it...ko perlu doa n bce yassin bnyk2...move on baby girl...:)..yeahhhaaa

erm..1st thing...wait..msti korg pelik nape post aq yg lame hilang kn..act...i bru je delet sume tu...dis is ma life ...i can do wat ever i want....watever i like...:)so..kpd sesape mami jarum or puppy jarum yg bce blog aq ni sile la jgn bce..den komen kt fb mcm2...dah2 la wey..psl ko da xde lgsg la palotak aq ni haa....siyesly xde...*hint..u la shit!.i mean SHE...

today..i want to make a new chapter,,,away from any prob..okepp...:))...and any kindda shit things...lololol...but i cant away from that things...coz i love it...*L...... if u know guess it!..:)) bile tnsion mkn bnyk...ish..pe aku ni...smlm mkn blueberry ais kcg..ish.manyak sgt..kngsi 2 org pon xabes...ish2..thanx to you sbb abes kn....tpi i sgt suke blueberry too... 2morrow lsp 400 paper...erm..kalo ikot ati nk skip je paper tu..nk balik umah...nk tgok arwah tok wan wat kali trakhir,..tpi aq tahu abah confirm gila babai xkn kasi pnyer i wat camtu...lg i keciwe de r....bek i snyap..sem ni mmg aq tawakkal giler2 kot..sorry to my mum and dad..result ank u blom abes exam pon da leh agk dpot bape...so..be prepared!!..ngeeee....

act..aq lgsg x tido lg ni..dr smlm..bile budak 2ekoq ni aka 2 org kwn ku yg baek gilerrr nii tido aku start nanges...xptot la kot nk nges dpn dorg(sbnrye malu n stilll dpt than time tu..)...lagipon smlm lpas exam aq and bdk 2 org ni trus pegi cafe indah kembara beli nasi,lauk banyak2....bak kate rehan: aku nk byr pon sorok sbb rmai sgt dak laki...malu la aq mkn bnyk..hehe..haaa...tahu pon malu...tp ko still maintain..skinny jeans and legging pon still nmpk cun bile ko pkai..:D...cntinue balik..lpas tu g nek bas..sje2 pusing2 wlupon ik gn jjantas tu dkt nak mati..saje ikot kepala ina yg nak nek bas ni...pusing usm..tgok laut..wlopon aq tgah xsbr nk mkn naisk nk smpai blik..sabar je la lyn mak cik2 ribena ni..:))...smpai blik..trus rehan wat air blackcurrrant..and aq smpai blik trus bkk laptop..ngeee...n bsuh tgn trus mkn smpai lupe nk tggu dak ni 2 org....tpi still mkn sme2 n aq jgk yg lmbt abis mkn ..opps...x abes ponn..pas mkn trus mengulorrr je aq 3 org..tp yg pling lmbt bgun aq la kott...smpai ina tggal aq tgok cite ADAMAYA...haa..kn da tlepas...tido pnyer psl... kire da dpt agk la kn aq bgun kol bpe..hehe

ok larh....ade mse jumpe lg my bloggy...love u ...

aku kena tabah

BARU TD AKU BCE FACEBOOK COUSIN AKU YG TOK WAN AKU MASOK HOSPITAL...AKU INGAT XDE LA TEROK SGT...SAKIT GASTRIK...DEN AKU IM AKAK AQ...AKAK AKU CKP TOK WAN DA LRAT DA... BNYK BARING JE MASA K.NA KAWEN ARITU...
DIA MMG KURANG MKN...AKU PON TAHU YG TU.. MASE K.NA KAWEN ARITU AKU XDPT BALIK...SO SMAPAI SKANG AKU XJUMPE LG TOK WAN...DAN MMG AKU XKN JUMPE DA DIE KT DUNIA NI LAGI..AKU SGT TERKILAN..ERM...NAK SEDIH PON XGUNE...AKU KENA KUAT....

TADI..MY ELDEST SIS CALL...ERM..AKU DA DPT AGAKPE YG DIE NK CKP...BILE DIE CKP CAM LMBT2 NGAN AQ...AQ DA PHAM...BARU 5 MNIT SBLUM DIE CALL TOK WAN MNINGGAL...INNALILLAH...SYUKUR KPD ILLAHI SBB TOK WAN AKU MNINGGAL MLM JUMAAT...TNPA ADE SAKIT TERUK...MMG SENANG DIE DJEMPUT ILAHI...AKU HARAP SGT DIE DITEMPATKAN DI KALANGAN ORANG MUSLIMIN...AMIIN...:(

ENTAHLAH...DAH XLARAT AKU NK UARKAN AIR MATA AKU LG...AKU KENA TERIMA..YG PERGI XKN KEMBALI..NANGIS AIR MATA DARAH SEKALIPON...KALU DAH AJAL TTP AJAL...KUN FAYAKUN..

TAPI...AKU LAGI TERKILAN...SEMUE FAMILY AKU DA JUMPE TOKWAN AKU,...AKU TOK WAN DAH MNINGGAL PON XDPT NK BALIK....AKU ADE PAPER LUSE...LGIPON MLM NI MMG XDE TIKET...APE YG AKU.TAHU...AKU KENA LA SEDEKAH AL FATIHAH KAT DIE..DOAKAN DIE..BACE YASSIN UNTUK DIE....

ABAH AKU ANK KESAYANGAN DIA...AKU XTAHU APE PERASAAN ABAH AKU...TP DA MMG REZEKI,,,DIE MATI DGN ABAH AKU....MLM NI SPTUTNYE BIBIK YANG JAGE DIE KAT HOSPITAL..TP AKAK AKU CKP ABAH AKU YG NK JAGE DIE MLM NI,,,ALHAMDULILLAH..AKU TAHU ...ABAH AKU DA DPT RASE DAH...ABAH AKU SGT SYGKN TOK WAN AKU....ALHAMDULILLAH.ABAH AKU DPT TGOK TOK WAN AKU ENINGGAL DGN DIA,...

AKU TAHU FAMILY AKU ESPECIALL UMI AKU XNK AKU TAHU TOK WAN AKU SAKIT..XNK CUCU DIE BIMBANG..AKU PHM..XPE LA...AKU REDHA...BILA-BILA MASA TUHAN NAK JEMPUT AJAL KITE...TUHAN SYGKAN TOK WAN AKU..SEMUA SYGKAN DIA..AMIK BERAT PSL DIA LPAS TOKKI AKU MNINGGAL TAPI DIA TABAH,,,AL FATIHAH...SEMOGA DPT BERTEMU DI SYURGA KELAK..

GRANDMA...U R MY BEST TOK WAN EVER....U KNOW DAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..IF I CAN GIVE MY WORLD TO TOU...I WILL..BUT I CAN'T...I LOVE YOU TOK WAN

finally

finally abes jgk 1st paper aq tadi...ENGLISH LITERATURE AND LANGUAGE...hxe 109...
erm...happy je..smlm tersangat la down..sbb study lgsg x masok ape2...dgn coursework grades cam hampeh..target len dpt len...kalo xtrget dpt bek plak...ermm...
xkisah la...jnji da lpas...

dis sem really bring me to hell....ouch....i got many problems...i dunno who create it..me or else...
i tink i shud be blame larhh...pemalas sgt..aiyoo....next sem..balance ur time okep syaa...:D
i love my self...so u need to make sure life loves u...:D..remmember ALLAH,,rmmber others also...:))..i dunno why i felt very happy dis few days..not few but 2 days b4..:D..after my sadddy chapter..oo...i hate to rmmber the sad chapter..it make me wanna kill u mith my own self..ngeee....i wont admit but seriously hate u la..no wonder la u shud be hated..oh..ALLAH...pliz 4give me..my sin coz hate someone....erm...hope my feeling(hated) will last...:))..insyaALLAH..

there's more 5 papers left....but..miss my home so bad larh..my last paper 6th may..
and 5th may also got paper,,,but i have 1 week gap larh b4 both paper...so...4 now..i think i shud balik umah,,then will come back 4 dat 2 final papers and back home again 4 2 months...hoho...how happy my life when my cuti start.,..but still dun have any plan..ngee....

ouh..if u(u now who u r)..pliz tell all of ur fren include girls that we r not in any relationship larh..pliz tell your fren pliz stop keep calling me mocca...wat the heck?? annoying giler ...

obviously happy~

ermm....thanxx to all...sy tersangat la heppy dgn kehadiran kamu sume yg menceriakan sy..
but friends still friends...hehe....
can't be over than that,,,hmm..hope so..:))
but....i am seriously happy la...thanx to you..you..you..:))...love you...you..you...muahxxx

erm...arini mahu pegi pusat pengajian siswazah...
walopun aku student usm tp aku xtahu dmana kedudannya..hak3..
abg aq ckp dkt pjbt pos...maybe i know it..kott....try je la pegi...hehe
erm...sorry la bnyk kali matikan call td sbb ngantok sgt3...hehe.....sape yg called time2 tu sorry la..
and abg juga...mne la i taw panggilan tu pnting ke x..hak3...

kalo x pnting sgt mls nk angkt..huhu...
n my bad habit..suke silentkn handset tnpa sbrg vibration..ngeee
n rasenye mmg smpai skang kot silent...wlopon lagu2 mp3 sgt sdap...
tp kalo da texting 24hrs srbut jgk dgr..bek keep on silent n da jdi habit da pon..ngee

eh....kenapa ni...

kenapa sy ni...asyik tulis sal bende alah aka love je kt blog sy ni...
adeiii....stop it sya...u dunno wat is love...until it comes to you....yup...
so??? wat i'm going to do now?
study...enjoy...and back to your normal life...u have lot of friendsss.....

tpii.....
1st paper ni tersangat lah give up...
sbb subjek ni aq da la xley bla gn lect aq tu...plus xmnat...plus smangt xde lg...
smgt da de tp wat2 xde..he2.... erm...aq xtaw la cane rsult aq nt...
yg aq taw....aq nk balik umah je....tu je kot lam mind aq....
wanna see my parents...my aliff and youuu too..
auch....cant wait....

rase cam da setaun da x duk umah...
mau mkn my mum's cook....everything la...
like to be home...it's like i'm free of everything....

ok my bloggy...
wanna go out..love u....see u dis morning or next day...:)

susah~maaf

SORRY...I CANT ACCEPT U...
URM...ALTHOUGH YOU LOVE ME...
IT'S HARD 4 ME TO ACCPET ANYBODY EASILY.....
U COME TO ME NOW...BUT IT'S TOO LATE...
YESS....I AM AND I DO LOVE YOU..BUT...I CAN REVERSE ANYTHING...
I DUN WANT TO HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PAST...
sorry u...maybe i akan menyesal coz i do love u alottt...and u know dat...
although it;s been a years...

SORRY...